Mr. Noah turns 4!

Frozen

There are moments in life that stick with you and that seem to freeze time, whether it be pure joy or a harsh bite of reality. The two oppose one another and make their counterpart all the more strong by comparison.

Noah’s giggly laughter and smile sparkles more than seems possible when put against the backdrop of the daily battles of this strong willed little person. His smile and laughter are like sweet chocolate, you just want to eat it up and of course you want more. Maybe the sound of him laughing is so rare these days that it strikes me how innocent and joyful it sounds. I realize how beautiful, yet how fleeting these moments have become.

As I tuck him in each night after he has fallen into a deep sleep I stare for a moment and wonder what his future holds. I think about Noah and Mark, and how I see his Dad in him everyday as he grows older. I soak in the peace and quiet and I search for that moment. I try to ignore the harsh bite of reality of an evening filled with negotiation and battles over bedtime. I stand there and wonder what tomorrow will bring…