A voice inside of me has been nagging at me to do something about this day...this mood... this heaviness that hangs around me this afternoon. As Audrey drew the pictures on the pavement today, I waffled between absolute amazement (at her) and a sadness that makes the tears come to the surface in an instant. Audrey joyfully asked, "Where's the chalk Mum? I need to draw a picture to celebrate Daddy because it's almost Father's Day." As she drew, she explained the picture and what we were all doing. Once done, she stood up and said "Look Mum, this is our family, Daddy, you, me and Noah." She sounded almost triumphant, so proud of her art work.